this is cheering me up, big time. after all the shit hits the fan.

haiya, its no fun thing to lose your handphone at a crucial time like this. yes i know i like it when i'm incontactable.. but nows not the time seyy!! its time to chiong, not to go holidays yet (but tts just a few days away yay!)..

i did nothing but sleep today.. zzZz.. until i am tired of sleeping. i am thinking of packing my stuffs for pangkor next week. sighs. funny that its just a short 3day trip but i am so looking forward to it.

i'm somewhat fed-up with work right now. it felt like i've been slogging hard the whole year round! its december now, and i am determined to slow down.

the prolonged stress is finally taking its toll. i am down again. this time sore throat, body aches and fever. but i cant get sick!!!!!!! they need me for stand chart medical coverage this sunday!! i'm drinking plain water like barrels now. i really hope that its cooling me internally now and i'll be okay tomorrow. sayang... sobs. i need you.

it had been a happy day.. and he looked so handsome. didn't i just saw him yesterday? but why was i missing him when i saw him today? haha

we were at carousel celebrating jean's birthday.. the seafood was, WOAH. haha the crabs were niiiiice.. and i love the chocolate fondues. its great to splurge on fine dining once in a while.. but i said to sayang, its really not my scene. haha i still prefer a good old dulang-style tapao food and duduk bersila makan on the breakwater by the beach.. or bbq!! haha my dream birthday came true this year.. it was most memorable.

was on in-house training course in these two days. even though it didnt help much with clearing the work that's now lying on my workdesk.. it was a breather and it forced me to slow down. i feel calmer and am seeing things much clearer now. its time to relax... and dedicate some time for myself, and my loved ones. :)

jolted awake thinking about work. and the first thought on my mind was - this is incredulous.. i want to sleep some more!!!! but what really happened was me blinking into the blank space on my ceiling for a good 10 mins and i decided to forget it and not waste my time but do something useful.

hehz. or at least something more entertaining. like typing my blog, or surf the facebook.. but really, its november for GOODNESSAKE! how on earth did i get myself wallowed into such deep pile of work? i should be having fun. right?