while i was reading yasin for ayah today.. memories of him flooded my mind. if he is here with us today, he would be the most excited person in the family.. like cannot sleep excited type.

i thought about how good a dad he has been in my life. i have nothing but fond memories... and also regrets, wishing for more chances to be a good daughter to him.

only now that i realised. before, i took for granted that he will always be there for me. that was when tears stung my eyes.