as of now... my life is slowly settling down..

it had been an extremely whirlwind ride. whats with the major events happening in my life all at once. flashbacks running through my head. me getting engaged, the wedding preps, my dad passed away, house hunting, moving house, getting back to work, finding out that i'm pregnant, struggling with the vomiting throug my pregnancy, depression... and then just 26 days ago.. motherhood. i'm someone's mum... to a little miracle and gift from God.

i need a pause. i need to reflect.. to re-align to the direction in life that i am supposed to be heading to. because honestly, at this point of time... i am a little lost. in fact, i feel overwhelmed.

suddenly all my time gets taken away for all the commitments. my singlehood feels like it had been a very distant memory of the past when in fact, it was nearly a year ago. and i had not even celebrated my first wedding anniversary yet... mwahaha.....

i need to get in touch and be closer to God. Ya Allah, please strengthen my faith to You.

i need to get in touch with myself. to live in the present, stay in love, and enjoy life to the fullest as it comes.


~ Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. Kiss slowly, play hard, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything and have no regrets. Life's too short to be anything but happy. ~